Chapter 6 section 2
"I want to see the bridge! Grandpa, can we go to the primary command deck at the very top?"
As they moved through the alloy corridors leading toward the VIP sector, Young Kirha bounced like an unrestrained ball of nervous energy. The tips of his furry feline ears twitched with absolute excitement, and his long tail flicked restlessly behind his travel robe.
"The primary bridge and its central nerve centers are locked down for civilian tourists right now, little one," Old Rakti said, glancing back as a mischievous glint flickered across his golden eyes. He deliberately toggged at his signature red headscarf, throwing a playful nod toward the stone-faced elder walking beside them. "Then again, blame your grandfather for being so stubborn yesterday. If he had accepted my invitation last night, you might well have spent yesterday sitting in the commander's high chair, chewing on toasted Karla fish."
Old Kirha let out a low, dismissive rumble. He kept his hands firmly clasped behind his back, his spine rising as straight and unyielding as a titanium blade, radiating the deep, formidable aura of a premier special operations veteran. His unblemished face remained cold and inscrutable, his sharp, hawk-like eyes utterly unmoved by his old comrade's teasing.
"Then... then what about the weapons department? Or the fighter hangar?" Young Kirha mumbled, his ears deflating slightly before he pivoted to a new interest. "I want to see the main antimatter torpedo tubes!"
"We are bound for the central cartography room and the naval history archives first," Old Kirha stated, his voice a gravelly, immovable barrier. He glanced toward Leo St. John, who stood quietly at his side with an unreadable look in his eyes. "Leo needs to cross-reference certain tactical coordinates and historical star charts from the war. I must also pay my respects to the registry of the fallen."
At the mere mention of terms like 'cartography room' and 'archives,' Young Kirha's ears pinned completely flat against his head. To a young Kilrathi cub, dusty digital logs held absolutely no charm compared to cold, heavy starship artillery.
"Come now, old bone-head, do not tie the youth and the scholar to your solemn itinerary," Rakti volunteered, pounding his broad chest with a dull thud. "I must head down to the ordnance decks and the assembly sector for a routine inspection anyway, and I happen to be dropping by the vintage fighter platforms. Young Kirha, care to join me?"
Young Kirha's eyes flashed with instant light, and he looked up at his grandfather with a pleading expression. Old Kirha studied his grandson in silence for two seconds, then shifted his gaze to Rakti, finally giving a slow, measured nod. "Do not touch any valves marked with red safety indicators. Rakti, keep him in sight."
"Rest easy, he is the blood of the Eight Brave Ones," Rakti grinned, baring his sharp teeth in a warm expression.
The party divided. Compared to the serene, silent archive room with its microscopic data film and soft blue holographic displays, the weapons assembly area was a sea of industrial movement and noise.
"Wow! Is that the original proton secondary battery housing? Look at the completely manual hydraulic locks on the outer rim!"
Stepping onto the weapons deck, Young Kirha's eyes mirrored the maze of exposed conduits and heavy metal frames. The instinct of a legendary pilot's lineage was instantly awakened, and he navigated between the massive, weathered pieces of retired military hardware with light, eager strides. His furry claws grew itchy with excitement, yet he carefully held them back, leaning in close to peer through the mechanical seams of the grease-coated casings. Passing human tourists and Kilrathi veterans clad in traditional clan vestments couldn't help but smile at the sight of the deeply fascinated cub.
"Steady, boy! Stay clear of the primary crane arm," Rakti warned, following closely with an electronic manifest in hand. He gestured toward a vintage fighter hull resting quietly on a pristine exhibition platform, its armor scarred by ancient plasma scoring. "Observe the modern refits; today's ships are equipped with flawless safety parameters. See that pale blue light shimmering at the launch rail? That is the high-frequency escape ejection guide. Even a rookie pilot straight out of a simulator has an excellent guarantee of survival nowadays."
Rakti's voice carried a distinct note of pride. "It was not like that under the old Empire. In those days, Imperial naval architecture cared nothing for the lives of common frontline pilots. To extract the absolute limits of firepower and maneuverability, the fighters assigned to commoners and lesser clans were ruthlessly stripped of automated ejection redundancies. If the hull suffered an irreversible breach during a dogfight, the pilot never even had a chance to throw a manual release; they simply vanished into the black along with the ship's fusion core."
Young Kirha stopped, looking up at the silver-white mane catching the overhead deck lights. "Grandpa Rakti, my grandfather told me that when the Ras Nik'hra staged the independent uprising, you were convalescing in the rear at Karla because of severe combat wounds, so you missed the bloodshed on the bridge that night. But you recovered and returned to the front lines later, right? You became the senior Pilot Officer. Tell me, between a capital ship's helmsman like you, and those fighter pilots flying the fast, small ships, whose driving skills are more ferocious?"
"Ha! You ask the right question, boy," Rakti beamed, his eyes brightening as the slight trace of old regret over missing the mutiny faded away. He raised his chin proudly, his tail swaying with sudden, theatrical dignity as he boasted in a deep voice. "You must understand, those fighter and bomber pilots get all the spotlight in the Confederation's holovideos and comic books, each looking like a lone hero. But the ones who truly rule the engagement are the helmsmen! Before the secession, I did not just fly a fighter—I commanded the entire mountain! A twenty-thousand-ton capital warship!"
Rakti extended his thick, clawed fingers, carving a massive arc through the air. "In a true battle, when two massive leviathans cross paths in the vacuum of space, it is at a distance beyond what human or even our own eyes can properly track. In those moments, the lives of over a thousand crewmen are pressed entirely into your claws. If the helmsman's instinct dulls by half a beat, or if you turn the wheel slower by a mere thousandth of a second, you do not face a glancing graze—the entire ship is reduced to space debris in an instant. Just that little bit, that tiny fraction of a second, decided whether we lived or died. Do you understand, boy? That was how we survived back then."
Rakti fully expected his grand, abstract tales of naval maneuvers to make the battle-loving cub roar with adoration.
Instead, a sudden, heavy silence fell between them. Young Kirha froze. His upright ears drooped sideways at an unnatural, despondent angle before pinning themselves tightly against his skull. The bright, golden light in his eyes vanished, replaced by an aching vulnerability, and the sensitive whiskers on his cheeks trembled slightly.
Rakti's heart seized. A wave of cold self-reproach rushed up his spine. He realized with an icy jolt that his big, boastful mouth had managed to make two catastrophic blunders within the span of half an hour. Moments ago, his casual explanation of high-frequency plasma airlocks had inadvertently plunged his old comrade Kirha into the bloody trauma of a fifty-year-old mutiny. Now, he suddenly understood—he hadn't just spoken out of turn; rather, Leo had gently concealed the truth the night before, leaving the child to hold this heavy burden inside until he could seek a blunt, honest answer from an elder who didn't speak in riddles.
The boisterous veteran was completely at a loss, his theatrical pride evaporating instantly. He quickly dropped his massive frame down to a crouch, his rough palms reaching out with a desperate, clumsy gentleness to pat the boy's small shoulder. "Oh... oh, what is it, little one? Did I speak too loudly and frighten you? Or is your stomach rumbling again? Do not weep, boy, we shall head down for toasted Karla fish the moment we finish here..."
"Actually... last term, a transfer student came to the upper grades at school. He was a human from the border sectors." The cub's voice cracked slightly, carrying a faint, muffled sob. "After classes ended, he cornered me in the washroom. He called me... 'the little cub of an Imperial soldier.'"
Rakti's jaw tightened, a flash of ancient frontline fury flickering deep in his eyes before being swallowed by profound worry.
"He also said... 'The heroes aboard the Saint Petersburg were just that little bit away from wiping you all out completely.' Grandpa Rakti... what was the Saint Petersburg?"
"And... when you were driving this ship back then, you were only steering, right? You didn't fire the guns. And my grandfather, he was Lord Ralgha's aide, so he never actually opened fire either... did he?"
Hearing those pure, desperate questions, every platitude and lie Rakti had prepared died instantly in his throat.
The air seemed to solidify around them. The rows of preserved laser turrets and missile bays lining the exhibition platforms cast long, unforgiving shadows across the deck plates. Rakti let out a long, heavy sigh that seemed to drag decades of cold ash up from his lungs. The theatrical persona was entirely gone, replaced by the solemn, crushing gravity of an old warrior. He reached out with both hands, gently cupping the cub's face to look straight into his eyes.
"Child, since you have heard those words, then I must give you the truth. First, remember that vessel by her true military designation. She was the TCS Leningrad, a proud Waterloo-class heavy cruiser of the Terran Confederation. Remember that name, for it is the absolute minimum of respect we owe to a formidable adversary and the five hundred souls who went down with her. In a true engagement, a face-to-face clash between capital ships carries the ultimate honor of a warrior; there is no trickery. On the battle lines of the Vega Sector, the Leningrad and our ship fought until our hulls tore apart. The difference between survival and destruction for both crews truly rested on less than a claw's width of a helmsman's reaction. We survived, and they broke apart, but that does not mean they were not heroes."
Young Kirha shook his head vigorously, tears breaking free and tracing wet lines through his facial fur. "But if both sides respected each other... if everyone was a hero, why did you have to kill each other? Why did you have to fire the guns and blow them to pieces?"
Rakti's throat tightened. Facing the unblemished moral clarity of the cub, the old helmsman found himself entirely stripped of the grand philosophical justifications favored by generals. "Because that is what war is, child... In those dark days, none of us had a choice."
The old veteran shook his head slowly, his gaze drifting past the boy into the empty spaces of the hangar, looking at ghosts only he could see. "When I was your age... no bigger than you are now, the war was already consuming everything. The Emperor's heralds and the priests of the Sakraha came to our clan lands, beating the great drums of state. They told us the claws of the Empire were destined to conquer the stars. They promised an endless horizon of victory and eternal honor, just as our ancestors had won. They told us to fight, fight, and never stop fighting, claiming that dying in battle was our direct ticket to the sacred halls."
Suddenly, Rakti's jaw snapped shut. His fingers tightened against the steel guardrail until the metal groaned, and a low, guttural growl of raw, deep-seated fury erupted from his throat. "It took us thirty years of bleeding in the dark to finally see the truth! It was never about glory! The Imperial House used those 'glorious campaigns' as a tool to bleed the ancient clans dry! They wanted to push every proud, independent house to the front lines to be ground into dust, ensuring no clan would ever be strong enough to challenge the throne!"
Due to his intensity, Rakti's booming roar echoed sharply across the open deck plates. Nearby human tourists, a group of Kilrathi veterans, and a few starport maintenance crew members instantly cut their conversations short, turning their heads in surprise to look toward the old helmsman. The ambient air grew noticeably tense.
Hearing the terrifying weight of political betrayal in the old man's voice, Young Kirha shrunk back slightly from the sudden stares of the crowd, his small body trembling as he gave in to a crying sob. "The Imperial family... that Emperor was so cruel... so horrible..."
Rakti jolted. The sound of the boy's crying and the weight of the surrounding stares snapped him out of his decades-old rage. Looking at his friend's terrified grandson, his fierce expression instantly softened into profound remorse. He lowered his voice, smoothing down the puffed-out fur on the cub's back. "Hush now, little warrior, do not cry. I should not have roared. Listen to me, you must never carry the weight of that transfer student's accusations. If you blame yourself or your grandfather, you are simply falling into that bully's trap. He only cornered you because he knew you are a good, gentle boy who does not seek fights in the halls. You must understand—human history has its own share of terrible tyrants and wicked dictators. Some of theirs were far more cunning, hiding their cruelty behind beautiful declarations. When it comes to the ledger of old wars, no species in this galaxy has clean hands. No one has the right to point fingers."
Young Kirha wiped his wet eyes against his sleeve, but he shook his head defiantly. His ears rose back up, twitching with a fierce, stubborn resolve that caught the old veteran completely off guard. "No! We *must* say it! Everyone has to say it out loud! That Emperor was just as horrible! I hate any tyrant who drives innocent people into the black to kill each other for his own pride! I don't care if they are humans or Kilrathi!"
Rakti froze. His large, calloused hand remained suspended above the boy's back, his mouth slightly open. For a long, breathless moment, the entire hangar section seemed to hang in total suspension. The human tourists and the veteran crewmen who had turned around in surprise now stood in a profound, solemn silence, their expressions shifting from mere curiosity to deep, quiet movement upon hearing the pure, unyielding conviction ringing from the young cub's voice.
A humble, gentle warmth finally broke through the hardened wrinkles of the old helmsman's face. Without a single word, Rakti wrapped his massive, powerful arms—arms that had once steered this very vessel toward a fragile new dawn—firmly around the child, pulling Young Kirha tightly against his chest as the immortal ship prepared to lift toward the stars.